✳🌠ᴡʜɪꜱᴘᴇʀꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴᴅ ও ᴄʜ 36

Whispers of the wind ch. 36

It was that dream again..

It woke Bird up.

She still felt a bit dizzy..

But...

"It's been a long time."

That...

Wasn't a dream..

It was real..

It was him..

It was really him.

So Bird had go back there..

hoping he would be there..

and there he was.

Standing alone,

until Bird approached him.

B="Te-r-a?"

"How have you been?" he asked.

T="I thought there might be a possibility that

you would come back here after yesterday,

so I was waiting.."

B="Your hair i-it's different..what happened to you? Ho-w long you've been he-re?"

T="Actually I'm just passing by. I'm not staying..."

B="Did y-ou kno-w that I was h-ere?"

T="Yes."

B="All th-is time?"

T="Yes."

B="Why...Why didn't you tell..me?

"I thought that was what you wanted." Tera said

as he kept looking up to the sky.

T="I figured you didn't want to see me anymore.. and I understood it. After everything you went

through, I knew you deserved to have better life."

"No.." Bird weeped as Tera turned around.

"I truly realized it after I saw you a few years ago..

I saw you smiling & laughing.

I think I've never seen you like that before,

so happy..

I truly realized back then, when I saw you with him, that

he made you happy..

& with me you were

sad or crying..

and there was nothing I could do to that fact, to do for you anymore.

I had to let you go.

No, I already had let you go,

the moment I let that monster

have his hands on you..

when I couldn't protect you when I should have,

that was when I let you go..

when I lost you,

it will be something

I will carry on with me forever..

I thought about it long should I come here,

but turns out that I really had to say this to you..

even though I knew you may not want to see me.."

Tera said and Bird still couldn't look at him

and so he also looked away,

 there was just silence between them now..

Tera walked Bird home.

"I w-as embarrassed..." Bird stuttered quietly as she finally spoke.

B="I did want to see y-ou, back then,...Bu-t... I was embarrassed, I....felt sha-me & quilt fo-r ever-ything,

and tha-t is w-hy I couldn't s-ee you,

but, still..

You--were wi-th me.

I c-ould feel it,

I saw d-reams of you,

I still...do.

I prayed that you w-ould be okay..every day...

I'm so-rry..f-or every-thing."

T="You have done nothing wrong.

You deserve this, you deserve all

the happiness in the world. I couldn't

give that to you, but someone else could,

that makes me feel relieved,

so don't feel sorry for that..

and stop feeling quilty.

It's not your fault,

none of it."

B="I'm...Pregnant.:"

T="I know."

B="Huhh?"

T="I can hear the tiny heartbeat very clearly."

B="I..ha-ve been having thoughts of..

having abortion.."

T="And your husband?

B="He d-oesn't.. know yet.."

T="You should talk to him first, my lady,

he has the right to know."

B="I don't know, h-ow to be a m-other.."

T="I think nobody knows really.."

T="Don't be too hard on yourself

and you're not alone,

you know that.

Just tell him.."

"I think I need to go now, take care of yourself.."

Tera said as he turned around to leave..

"Wait! Bird shouted

B="Wi-ll I ever see you again..?"

T="I don't know. I feel that it wouldn't be right. Your life is here now, I belong somewhere else.."

B="Th-ank you and I-m sorry.."

T="Don't be, I'm the one who should be

sorry.."

"The things I allowed to happen to you and your family back then..

I can't ever repay that to you.

But I wish you all the happiness in the world,

also... I'm sorry I never could say

it before...

but..

I loved...you.

That will never change, my lady." Tera said while Bird kept weeping

as her heart was really aching.

"M-e to-o.." she sobbed quietly.

Bird ended up sitting on the ground as

Tera had already left..

Bird just sat there, she couldn't move..

THE DAY BEFORE:

After Bird had collpased, Tera took

her home and put her into the bed.

After that he looked at the pictures of

Bird with Dorian on the desk for awhile.

"You look happy"

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>chapter 37

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